Let this be quick. I thank the Lord because He gave me available people. [He promised me the words "from this day on I will bless you" Haggai 2:18-23] And it's happening! I will be planting a new cell tomorrow at people's park. I'd be ministering to girls that will be part of my klosel soon. I'm really excited for this! And you know what? "Neth" and eht2x are good friends now. Goodbye dyahe days. Does it affirm that I am growing? hehe. I know I am. [right mom?] Another praise report that I want to brag about is that I talked with my nakee Kit today. She said she will be coming to reload this friday. It was fast and Simple stuff...but it's a beautiful moment. Just the two of us. I was even lost for words seeing her... Carla might as well be happy with this too. God, You are so Good. You are so You. I love you I AM! I set my heart on loving you.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Your Hand - Soulfire (Lyrics)
Hear my prayer this day And come and rescue me Turn Your ear upon my cry Come and rescue me All my affliction and all of my pain I turn it over to You So You can change, so You can change me Your hand is upon me To guard me, to love me Your hand is upon me To guard me, to heal me Hear my prayer this day And come and rescue me Turn Your ear upon my cry Come and rescue me All my affliction and all of my pain I turn it over to You So You can change, so You can change me Your hand is upon me To guard me, to love me Your hand is upon me To guard me, to heal me Your hand is upon me To guard me, to love me Your hand is upon me To guard me, to heal me Your hand is upon me To guard me, to love me Your hand is upon me To guard me, to heal me Your hand is upon me To guard me, to love me Your hand is upon me To guard me, to heal me You hand... This is the day I will receive Your blessing, Lord This is the day I will receive Your Love This is the day I will receive Your blessing, Lord Your hand is upon me To guard me, to love me Your hand is upon me To guard me, to heal me Your hand is upon me To guard me, to love me Your hand is upon me To guard me, to heal me Your hand is upon me To guard me, to love me Your hand is upon me To guard me, to heal me Your hand is upon me To guard me, to love me Your hand is upon me To guard me, to heal me
Friday, December 4, 2009
Children and Kings- Michael Gungor
It's been sung
It's been prayed
Countless times
Throughout time
It's been said
A thousand ways
By children and kings
Poets and priests
I'd like to say it again
Let me say it once again
I love you Lord
I just want to say
I love you Lord
As simple as it sounds
In You my heart is found
It's been prayed
Countless times
Throughout time
It's been said
A thousand ways
By children and kings
Poets and priests
I'd like to say it again
Let me say it once again
I love you Lord
I just want to say
I love you Lord
As simple as it sounds
In You my heart is found
I love You
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Starfield
There's a cry in my heart
For Your glory to fall
For Your presence to fill up my senses
There's a yearning again
A thirst for discipline
A hunger for things that are deeper
Could You take me beyond?
Could You carry me through?
If I open my heart?
Could I go there with You?
(For I've been here before
But I know there's still more
Oh, Lord, I need to know You)
For what do I have
If I don't have You, Jesus?
What in this life
Could mean any more?
You are my rock
You are my glory
You are the lifter
Of my head
Lifter of this head
For Your glory to fall
For Your presence to fill up my senses
There's a yearning again
A thirst for discipline
A hunger for things that are deeper
Could You take me beyond?
Could You carry me through?
If I open my heart?
Could I go there with You?
(For I've been here before
But I know there's still more
Oh, Lord, I need to know You)
For what do I have
If I don't have You, Jesus?
What in this life
Could mean any more?
You are my rock
You are my glory
You are the lifter
Of my head
Lifter of this head
Monday, November 23, 2009
living for you*
*background song
Daniel was ten times better that all the other exiles because he resolved to honor the Lord. I believe his wisdom was not by chance, nor it was gained overnight. It was a result of his daily devotion to the one true God. Three years of exile at Babylon: years he spent in prayer, in consecration, in digging the holy scriptures, in making the right choices, in trying over and over again after every failure, and most of all in leading people... and look what he has become! According to the the bible, Daniel's resume is highly approved into the king's service.
and I looked at myself in pity. [long way pa gyud kaayo] At 21 other's have gone way much farther in the race of life. Their skills even exceed their age. Confidence beaming with experience. Hand's so strong and can carry more than a bunch of people. Voice so commanding. But the [ako] still sound *childlike even with time. Papansin. [but cannot even raise a voice] Oh God. Have Daniel ever felt so small and incompetent? Was he so pushy too? I can imagine. [did he often run and hide in the secret place?] hmm.
Right now... I hear you God [bringing me in these three years]. Why not? Ate cori always says Character formation and wala pa japon nahuman. I travel a lot to learn...but this time bring me into your deepest deep Lord and change me. [plans and dreams included] I can already feel the weight of some things now. Maybe big things for such a feeble me, but it's as light as a feather for a big God like you.
Daniel was ten times better that all the other exiles because he resolved to honor the Lord. I believe his wisdom was not by chance, nor it was gained overnight. It was a result of his daily devotion to the one true God. Three years of exile at Babylon: years he spent in prayer, in consecration, in digging the holy scriptures, in making the right choices, in trying over and over again after every failure, and most of all in leading people... and look what he has become! According to the the bible, Daniel's resume is highly approved into the king's service.
Right now... I hear you God [bringing me in these three years]. Why not? Ate cori always says Character formation and wala pa japon nahuman. I travel a lot to learn...but this time bring me into your deepest deep Lord and change me. [plans and dreams included] I can already feel the weight of some things now. Maybe big things for such a feeble me, but it's as light as a feather for a big God like you.
Friday, November 20, 2009
TOY STORY
A friend shared a story about a father and his kid going to the toy store. Just outside the mall, they both noticed two good looking toys. The child liked the "not-so-sophisticated" toy. However he thinks his father liked the better one. Now the child was confused which toy he would go for. Which is which anyway? WOODY or BUZZ? BARBIE or JESSIE?
[Well, I have a better idea. I'll wait for the child to grow up, perhaps he would like what his father liked.]
Monday, November 16, 2009
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Sweet November
I miss everybody. I have been only away for two weeks and there so much to catch up already. First things first, I want to do personal follow ups with my girls. I miss them (to text is not really enough by the way). I also wanted to spend time with my mamadoyce and sisters. kumusta na kaya to ang double-up ug ang mga goals. hmm. I know you ladies did a pretty good job. thumbs up. I need to work on that area again. That's why i'm xcited to plant new cells! i learned in chemistry ba nga dili jud ta musugot ma left behind. hehe. Of course! we don't want to miss God's blessings right? and His discipline too. He disciplines those He loves. Wow! God Loves me. My journal tells me that because of irresponsible shepherds the sheep were scattered. My! Ako man gyud to bai but God rescues and helps. You and I just need to humble down.
while I was away, i realized the value of family, love, trust, wealth, health and etc. daghan gyud lagi and I think it's worth sharing.
I began to have a different perspective on money and business. Our family business is getting a bit shaky now because of a newly opened mini mall beside our store. my parents we're alarmed kai grabeh na gyud ang competition sa prices kai willing gyud mag lost ug capital ang pikas for 3 months to establish their business. So they have super low prices and my father was advised by his business friends to keep up with the prices sa kabila and if we would go along with that... imagine what would happen. dili kaau ko expert pero i know dili gyud maayu, kai dba it's a risk to sell goods lower than the cost you paid for them, and your talking of goods in bulk. so my father came up to have raffles on our anniversary, with each 100php purchase customers would receive a coupon and other gifts. para mag attract ug people thus practically giving away stuff: TV's, dvd players, rice, electric fans, burners..etc. People came pud bya, I felt like santa on 'D day'. people come because of free stuff, i hope there would be as much crowd in our places of worship. hello, Jesus gave himself... no fines!
anyhow, nakonsenxa pod ko kai basin wala naku naging helpful to my family. i should've graduated last year but until now they spend so much for me. i know my parents do not complain but ma feel lang naku na gusto nila na mag mature na gyud ko especially with my spending habits. I'll be turning 21 soon and i'm still thinking of how cute detective conan is! Grow up na daw langga be.
seriously, na-compel ko na magtarog na gyud I met a pastor pod ba,a friend of my mom. he's sick and wasn't able to preach that sunday because he was unable to stand and naglahi pod ang color sa iyang skin. i was so crushed in spirit kai naa man gud dra akong heart "sa sick people"....makahilak iyang situation, nya wala koi na sturya sa iya but "uu gyud pas" because he was telling me na magtarong. his son had to marry early. and ma conscious man ko ui ug grown up talks. hehe. anyway, let's pray more pa gyud sa atong mga pastors. my auntie said na God will bless these people and God will use us pod for that dba? privilege kaau na ui.
bitaw. messy ba akong sulat? i'm running out of time. no edits na siguro for now. let's be serious for God and His people. i fall short but i know i have you all to remind me to stay on track.
and yeah mag tarong ko. =)
padayon ta
while I was away, i realized the value of family, love, trust, wealth, health and etc. daghan gyud lagi and I think it's worth sharing.
I began to have a different perspective on money and business. Our family business is getting a bit shaky now because of a newly opened mini mall beside our store. my parents we're alarmed kai grabeh na gyud ang competition sa prices kai willing gyud mag lost ug capital ang pikas for 3 months to establish their business. So they have super low prices and my father was advised by his business friends to keep up with the prices sa kabila and if we would go along with that... imagine what would happen. dili kaau ko expert pero i know dili gyud maayu, kai dba it's a risk to sell goods lower than the cost you paid for them, and your talking of goods in bulk. so my father came up to have raffles on our anniversary, with each 100php purchase customers would receive a coupon and other gifts. para mag attract ug people thus practically giving away stuff: TV's, dvd players, rice, electric fans, burners..etc. People came pud bya, I felt like santa on 'D day'. people come because of free stuff, i hope there would be as much crowd in our places of worship. hello, Jesus gave himself... no fines!
anyhow, nakonsenxa pod ko kai basin wala naku naging helpful to my family. i should've graduated last year but until now they spend so much for me. i know my parents do not complain but ma feel lang naku na gusto nila na mag mature na gyud ko especially with my spending habits. I'll be turning 21 soon and i'm still thinking of how cute detective conan is! Grow up na daw langga be.
seriously, na-compel ko na magtarog na gyud I met a pastor pod ba,a friend of my mom. he's sick and wasn't able to preach that sunday because he was unable to stand and naglahi pod ang color sa iyang skin. i was so crushed in spirit kai naa man gud dra akong heart "sa sick people"....makahilak iyang situation, nya wala koi na sturya sa iya but "uu gyud pas" because he was telling me na magtarong. his son had to marry early. and ma conscious man ko ui ug grown up talks. hehe. anyway, let's pray more pa gyud sa atong mga pastors. my auntie said na God will bless these people and God will use us pod for that dba? privilege kaau na ui.
bitaw. messy ba akong sulat? i'm running out of time. no edits na siguro for now. let's be serious for God and His people. i fall short but i know i have you all to remind me to stay on track.
and yeah mag tarong ko. =)
padayon ta
Friday, October 23, 2009
day 33
Odd numbers. Just some FYI for myself. I'm on day 33 of fasting with a break. I wished I'm on a love dare of some sort. That way I can do, do, and do things. I don't know, but I find fasting difficult these days. Or that there are jut so many excuses in my vocabulary. I also missed to keep track of those days that i have to keep a record on, high and low. God get rid of this spirit that keeps on complaining in Jesus name. Help me to be grateful. Thank You Lord.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Oct 15
*On the back ground, second chance-hillsong*
I really want to shout so loud while in tongues. The enemy has shovelled a lot of negative thoughts about my past and I had to really fight over it. God has helped me. It is finished. Jesus already took my shame. Jesus' blood made me pure. I don't deserve this grace yet He offered it to me. There are just times that Satan tries to put stumbling blocks in front of me but I have already spoken over them to get behind me. Woohoo! I pray that those going to the encounter will get a breakthrough with their past lives just as i have. Let us always remember God desires holiness in us. This week thoughts of entering into a sabbathical year came. Hmm. Ate weng? Note: im not going to marry sooner...im still 20. I just think God want's my heart to be exclusive to Him. And I think i should be serious in praying for a partner before anything gets in the way. *checklist ready*
I really want to shout so loud while in tongues. The enemy has shovelled a lot of negative thoughts about my past and I had to really fight over it. God has helped me. It is finished. Jesus already took my shame. Jesus' blood made me pure. I don't deserve this grace yet He offered it to me. There are just times that Satan tries to put stumbling blocks in front of me but I have already spoken over them to get behind me. Woohoo! I pray that those going to the encounter will get a breakthrough with their past lives just as i have. Let us always remember God desires holiness in us. This week thoughts of entering into a sabbathical year came. Hmm. Ate weng? Note: im not going to marry sooner...im still 20. I just think God want's my heart to be exclusive to Him. And I think i should be serious in praying for a partner before anything gets in the way. *checklist ready*
Oct 14
Today i tried to explore Microsoft's OneNote software. It's pretty handy to use to organize your documents... It functions just like a notebook only electronic. OneNote made it easy for me to write my goals for october and november. Good bye erasures... Kai pag hitech naa mai backspace, delete and shift+cursor arrow. I also made a prayer notebook and a draft for my blog. After all the writing, I prayed about the double up, my cells and the encounter this weekend.
Also i read a few chapters on the radical cross after my theo exam while waiting for heldz to come at cititri. Read taxonomy and embryology in the aft.
I planned to evangelize today but di natuloy.
Also i read a few chapters on the radical cross after my theo exam while waiting for heldz to come at cititri. Read taxonomy and embryology in the aft.
I planned to evangelize today but di natuloy.
october 13
Reload cafe was great! It reminded me to go to the next level of my faith and to set goals. But for a while there, i was uneasy because i had to be in front of everyone and pray. I am not used to this. I think God trusts me much to lead the prayer. Thank you Lord for an early level up. Push me more.
praise God im done with my 3 page paper on "what is Philosophy?"
Also done with laundry...(wala naku gapalaundry ug other clothes except jeans para maka save more, kawawa lang akong hands kai naai bruises. huhu)
I made the perfect pancake. Tasty xa promise! Ask te cori. haha =)
praise God im done with my 3 page paper on "what is Philosophy?"
Also done with laundry...(wala naku gapalaundry ug other clothes except jeans para maka save more, kawawa lang akong hands kai naai bruises. huhu)
I made the perfect pancake. Tasty xa promise! Ask te cori. haha =)
october 12
Went to Ppark to fish, ended in dula-dula na fishing kai wala koi nabingwit. Haaaaaay. There were not so much people around and it was drizzling pa. Pano na ang 100? I felt proud to have sisters like AJ, JING and MAAN kai na encourage ko to try again next time. Thanks gurlz.
*accomplished Embryo Exam. I hope i'll get a good mark.
*accomplished Embryo Exam. I hope i'll get a good mark.
october 11
*pre encounter with bem2 and karen
*Sol1 recognition. Only carla was there. Joy had to be absent her relative died.
*cheers to
carla (cell leader award),
Von Ryan (best in devo and CL award),
Jasper (CL award and *best in courtship? Hehe. Peace jas. *)
*Power Sunday morning, devo time palang naku I was in tears na. Nisamot sa P&W.
*Sol1 recognition. Only carla was there. Joy had to be absent her relative died.
*cheers to
carla (cell leader award),
Von Ryan (best in devo and CL award),
Jasper (CL award and *best in courtship? Hehe. Peace jas. *)
*Power Sunday morning, devo time palang naku I was in tears na. Nisamot sa P&W.
Oct 10
Woke up early for project making. I missed devo. Arrived at Mcdo Matina 8:00 am. Waited for my classmates to come. Finally faye, lanzi and ice came. Left Mcdo at almost 10:00 am. Landed on lanzi's house, pool and all. What a sight. Anyway, enjoyed the wifi and rico on tv. We had a project to do, however our first few hours were really not productive. Most of us nag fb lang with a little research here and there. (*lisud pod di ai mag google ug reptile brain. Tsk2) We we're done at 7pm. Faye and I made our way towards Mcdo again for a quick munch. Got to know her too. I have invited her to reload a couple of times already... Unta maka adto na xa soon. Tired.
Missed Cathy's debut. Missed to spend time with papa and Bjam's visit here.
Saw my beautiful sisters at home... *i should've been in cocktails too =(*
It's about time
Okay. I was busy changing my templates that i forgot the value of a blog. It's not about how colorful or how flashy your site is but on the content right? (an excuse for not having the best templates) anyway, sometimes you just like to make your blog look presentable. and so i spent an almost sleepless night just to make the physical look beautiful. I was upset when after all the browsing i did, i havent found that perfect template for me. *sighs*
Now I dont want to look anymore. i want to write and publish my posts. that'll make me feel better.
i wonder if changing templates erase your old posts? can it?
Now I dont want to look anymore. i want to write and publish my posts. that'll make me feel better.
i wonder if changing templates erase your old posts? can it?
Thursday, October 8, 2009
6 OCT lamentations
God: "Look around and see"
Me: *turned my head around*
God: "Is it nothing to you all who pass by?" Little girl I say to you, Get Up! Dont be afraid just believe.
Me: Encouraged again. I can be a centurion. I will see my multitudes! I will fight.
Me: *turned my head around*
God: "Is it nothing to you all who pass by?" Little girl I say to you, Get Up! Dont be afraid just believe.
Me: Encouraged again. I can be a centurion. I will see my multitudes! I will fight.
5 Oct
*missed a supposedly powerpacked preEnc/ O; I was tired and fell asleep.
* Taxo lab Report on Phylum Nemertea, Nematoda and Mollusca (due this coming thursday)
*FB. And Prays'ter; Salamat ma for replying kahit late na.
*I need to pray for many many many things.. =)
* Taxo lab Report on Phylum Nemertea, Nematoda and Mollusca (due this coming thursday)
*FB. And Prays'ter; Salamat ma for replying kahit late na.
*I need to pray for many many many things.. =)
Oct 4 Winner
Today I enjoyed spending time with my girls. We celebrated Joy's 22nd birthday during our klosel over chocolate peanut icecream and some bread. Though happy ako, naa puy mga things nga nag pressure sa ako (school stuff)... and other stuff(life, love and leadership)
@ klosel: Joy, Danice, Arielle, Carla, Anie
@ klosel: Joy, Danice, Arielle, Carla, Anie
3 October
I spent this day doing Laundry. I even got bruises for washing so many clothes. Late in the aft I stopped by city triangle para unta mag shake before i head to ABS-CBN to offer help. Fortunately, i saw mamadoyce, ma'an, and kuya bem fishing...Lucky me, i got to witness how my mom shares the gospel. POwer. Ako pod unta. Thank you Lord. Then we went to BCC for prayer... Next I bought a gift for Loren's 18th birthday, met tinee at NCx and we celebrated the rest of the night at Mergrande. twas fun there too.
Monday, October 5, 2009
deedee's diary
28 September 2009
Monday.
*Prayer at BCC for the 100 cell leaders
*nagpabook si Jing2 today with deric and spargeon.
29 September 2009
Tuesday.
*stayed at home for study and bonding with BJ
*coz i love to spend time with my brother. he's really a great person. he just doesn't realize it yet. he's having a cell of his own already and Im proud of him! keep going bro!
30 September 2009
Wednesday.
*OC at Um... (I claim healthy cells God! )
*It rained... i wished it was raining souls!
*Chocomucho moment. hmmm.
* Btaw... i have to be thankful. Kahit kami lang ni alma again i know managhan lagi mi
*Dinner with doc Jing and prayer at BCC. Preparations dayon.
*Thank you Lord for 95 cell leaders! 5 to go *tama ba ang numero?*
CELEBRATE!
1 October 2009
Thursday.
*Bj is not talking to me. I wonder why.
*I arrived home 4something. I had in mind a looong list of to do’s and pages to read. Gusto unta naku e excuse akong self sa prax tonight. Pero was it the music or si Lord tugging me to pray muna. Which i did. I then found myself in tears in a dark room. Gabie naman d ai... time flies so fast di ai. In short wala ko naka study. Pero thankful gihapon kai na change ko in His presence. Ikaw kuno e ask: Did Jesus enjoy every bit of His stay on earth? Every bit of His flesh? being man? Hearing negative words, curses and insults? every whip and spit?...
2 October 2009.
Twilight.
Its Harvest day today. What i Did? Banat gyud na text brigade (which started late wednesday). You see i can be really good at this kai one way lang but if they reply... good thing mas maka reinforce. Salamat sa Lord (like Pstr. Noel says). I invited some of my classmates di ai but they refused. Having to hear a “no” breaks my heart everytime. *sigh* Still, that cannot hinder me from recieving my portion. I arrived at BCC , 5pm (naka white na and with all the make up pa kai excited lagi). It’s funny kai the girls were not dressed yet...so there i was arranging chairs, sweating out in my so called best white top. Then, I had to go back sa apartment again to get my laptop (Captain Kobi)since dili naga reply si Bj when i texted him to bring the precious lappy. Nagdrama dayon mi sa room. He was asleep and uninterested to wake up. Haaaay. “Sorry na... adto na ta reload na” words i keep on repeating for the nth time yet didnt avail much. So i left him there...another heartbreak again. i texted his network friends, his tatay pod and I talked to kenneth once i arrive at BCC to fetch him again. To the rescue pod dayon sila ni kuya JP. Unfortunately wala nila nadala akong brother. “Lord...make a way”. Then came his tatay Luois. (story cut short basta they talked)
Padayon ta. I had a great time sa reload. God’s word for me was pretty special. (and i know we all had our portion) Gwapo ang revelation sa well noh? I remember myself saying ba “ako nalang walay pair..” haha. Pwede maulaw? Isn’t it a selfish statement? The time i had (past tense. hehe) a crush nag-struggle na nuon. Salamat sa Lord for another call. I don’t want to mess with someone else’s husband anymore. I’d rather position myself at the well and wait for my Jacob to come. And while waiting, i choose to work the fields and live a life of holiness.
Friday, October 2, 2009
for keeps
september2oth. Sunday.
*lunch with Papa, Bryan and Bj @ penongs Matina.
*silent travel to davao since i get to be in the front seat.
21stCenturyFox. Monday.
*start of 52 days of Conquest
*Having cold feet just thinking of UP Reload the next day.
*My conversation with God:
"bless, how many loaves do you have?"
"just a little Lord"
"Give it to me and I will multiply it to feed the multitudes"
indeed I will be speaking to multitudes of people.
"Blessed are you for this was revealed to you, not by man but by my Father in heaven" Matt.16:17
22. Tuesday in Delight.
*God's time to show a miracle. I thought i won't be able to get there on time... yet I have! Glory to God. I saw the multitudes... I'm blessed to be given the opportunity just to share to them. Would there be a next time in another place? Surely!
23. Michael Jordan Wednesday.
*OC @ UM with Alma. (Salamat sa healthy cells Lord.)
*Peer Counselors Orientation
*went also to BCC to download slides...and check how the people are doing.
24. Hours of Blessings.
*an obvious School day
*@ BCC. did a research on Blood (hematopoiesis, erythrocytes, albumin...etc )
*@ BCC. giving a hand to aimee.
25. Friday Parteey.
*YouthReload with Carla, Kit, Yan-yan, Ivy and Jean (FT).
*Booked for Manila. (a good thing to be thankful for...)
*Met Peue, youth Leader sa Pillars at Reload together with Van and Cyril. Friends!
26. Saturday Spirit.
*Pre-enc with Bem and Karen.
*nagprayer (Creates new things eh)
*Klosel (it's part of my life). Humanda ang 24!
*laundry
27. dresses.
*Prayed with ate ann @ 5:30 am. Grabeh
*Pre-enc with Xyra and Yan2x.
*Klosel down with Arielle, Janice and Joy. Im raising confident leaders! yey!
*lunch with Papa, Bryan and Bj @ penongs Matina.
*silent travel to davao since i get to be in the front seat.
21stCenturyFox. Monday.
*start of 52 days of Conquest
*Having cold feet just thinking of UP Reload the next day.
*My conversation with God:
"bless, how many loaves do you have?"
"just a little Lord"
"Give it to me and I will multiply it to feed the multitudes"
indeed I will be speaking to multitudes of people.
"Blessed are you for this was revealed to you, not by man but by my Father in heaven" Matt.16:17
22. Tuesday in Delight.
*God's time to show a miracle. I thought i won't be able to get there on time... yet I have! Glory to God. I saw the multitudes... I'm blessed to be given the opportunity just to share to them. Would there be a next time in another place? Surely!
23. Michael Jordan Wednesday.
*OC @ UM with Alma. (Salamat sa healthy cells Lord.)
*Peer Counselors Orientation
*went also to BCC to download slides...and check how the people are doing.
24. Hours of Blessings.
*an obvious School day
*@ BCC. did a research on Blood (hematopoiesis, erythrocytes, albumin...etc )
*@ BCC. giving a hand to aimee.
25. Friday Parteey.
*YouthReload with Carla, Kit, Yan-yan, Ivy and Jean (FT).
*Booked for Manila. (a good thing to be thankful for...)
*Met Peue, youth Leader sa Pillars at Reload together with Van and Cyril. Friends!
26. Saturday Spirit.
*Pre-enc with Bem and Karen.
*nagprayer (Creates new things eh)
*Klosel (it's part of my life). Humanda ang 24!
*laundry
27. dresses.
*Prayed with ate ann @ 5:30 am. Grabeh
*Pre-enc with Xyra and Yan2x.
*Klosel down with Arielle, Janice and Joy. Im raising confident leaders! yey!
Monday, September 21, 2009
good girls fail too
i think i'd have to start fasting all over again. seriously, i failed. i set goals, unsuccessful. i gotta pick myself up this time. it feels like i haven't done anything productive at all. *sob*
unsa ba akong gibuhat yesterday? think. (failed to wake up early aggain..dazzling eyes blinked at 5 something) devo. went to church. i helped my parents around. did some prayer. planned nga mag evangelism but defeated over "ukay2". spent time with jessica and joy(Yp's here) and said some words. namalengke kauban si mama. visited the hospital (one member of our church gave birth). surfed the net. (daghan man d ai kog gibuhat..pero i still think i am lacking.) tama ba akong na feel?
i said i have to stand and take my place. Paano? "balik balik sa cross. sa pag devo." but is it enough? i get amazed how my sisters get so many so fast. REALLY. (honest grin) And i want to get there too you know. haaaay. dakong sigh jud. at the end of the day God reminded me this.
unsa ba akong gibuhat yesterday? think. (failed to wake up early aggain..dazzling eyes blinked at 5 something) devo. went to church. i helped my parents around. did some prayer. planned nga mag evangelism but defeated over "ukay2". spent time with jessica and joy(Yp's here) and said some words. namalengke kauban si mama. visited the hospital (one member of our church gave birth). surfed the net. (daghan man d ai kog gibuhat..pero i still think i am lacking.) tama ba akong na feel?
i said i have to stand and take my place. Paano? "balik balik sa cross. sa pag devo." but is it enough? i get amazed how my sisters get so many so fast. REALLY. (honest grin) And i want to get there too you know. haaaay. dakong sigh jud. at the end of the day God reminded me this.
- Its a good thing that the Lord allows us to fail. by falling flat on our faces we are forced to admit that without the Lord we can do nothing but fail.
- Our broken places can make us stronger than what we were before. Look at Peter.
- its kind of the same thing... He understands. - Logan.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Day five and six:
Friday.*Intercession at the Library(i don't remember how long)
*Reload with Xyra, Yan, Bem, and danice. Afterwards went at the Francisco's to check on Arielle.
Saturday.
*(was downer day i ate a lot)
* got my hair fixed
Thursday, September 17, 2009
day four: realizations
*mother eagle to the rescue (kahit na sprain. hehe)... kai nakarealize ko na dili lang ni xa fast. that i have to work too (in the currency of faith). hehe. Initially, I havent made any Plans kaya from now on Schedule everything na.
*Devo. Matt9:37-38 Then he said to his disciples, "The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few. Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field."
-been praying for a strong 12. for able workers. servants. true disciples. (dili lang ako ang gusto ani apil pod si Lord. Dba God? impression sa ako kai Pray and work. =)
*Dawn Devo. fourth day yet, most of the time i am not on time. huhu. By God's Grace jud!
dapat ko strong ani na area so that ang DNA ma pass sa akong DD's. =) yebah
I'll try again tomorrow.. SIs, mom...pls wake me up. hehe
*Devo. Matt9:37-38 Then he said to his disciples, "The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few. Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field."
-been praying for a strong 12. for able workers. servants. true disciples. (dili lang ako ang gusto ani apil pod si Lord. Dba God? impression sa ako kai Pray and work. =)
*Dawn Devo. fourth day yet, most of the time i am not on time. huhu. By God's Grace jud!
dapat ko strong ani na area so that ang DNA ma pass sa akong DD's. =) yebah
I'll try again tomorrow.. SIs, mom...pls wake me up. hehe
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