day 33

Odd numbers. Just some FYI for myself. I'm on day 33 of fasting with a break. I wished I'm on a love dare of some sort. That way I can do, do, and do things. I don't know, but I find fasting difficult these days. Or that there are jut so many excuses in my vocabulary. I also missed to keep track of those days that i have to keep a record on, high and low. God get rid of this spirit that keeps on complaining in Jesus name. Help me to be grateful. Thank You Lord.

Oct 15

*On the back ground, second chance-hillsong*

I really want to shout so loud while in tongues. The enemy has shovelled a lot of negative thoughts about my past and I had to really fight over it. God has helped me. It is finished. Jesus already took my shame. Jesus' blood made me pure. I don't deserve this grace yet He offered it to me. There are just times that Satan tries to put stumbling blocks in front of me but I have already spoken over them to get behind me. Woohoo! I pray that those going to the encounter will get a breakthrough with their past lives just as i have. Let us always remember God desires holiness in us. This week thoughts of entering into a sabbathical year came. Hmm. Ate weng? Note: im not going to marry sooner...im still 20. I just think God want's my heart to be exclusive to Him. And I think i should be serious in praying for a partner before anything gets in the way. *checklist ready*

Oct 14

Today i tried to explore Microsoft's OneNote software. It's pretty handy to use to organize your documents... It functions just like a notebook only electronic. OneNote made it easy for me to write my goals for october and november. Good bye erasures... Kai pag hitech naa mai backspace, delete and shift+cursor arrow. I also made a prayer notebook and a draft for my blog. After all the writing, I prayed about the double up, my cells and the encounter this weekend.

Also i read a few chapters on the radical cross after my theo exam while waiting for heldz to come at cititri. Read taxonomy and embryology in the aft.

I planned to evangelize today but di natuloy.

october 13

Reload cafe was great! It reminded me to go to the next level of my faith and to set goals. But for a while there, i was uneasy because i had to be in front of everyone and pray. I am not used to this. I think God trusts me much to lead the prayer. Thank you Lord for an early level up. Push me more.

praise God im done with my 3 page paper on "what is Philosophy?"
Also done with laundry...(wala naku gapalaundry ug other clothes except jeans para maka save more, kawawa lang akong hands kai naai bruises. huhu)
I made the perfect pancake. Tasty xa promise! Ask te cori. haha =)

october 12

Went to Ppark to fish, ended in dula-dula na fishing kai wala koi nabingwit. Haaaaaay. There were not so much people around and it was drizzling pa. Pano na ang 100? I felt proud to have sisters like AJ, JING and MAAN kai na encourage ko to try again next time. Thanks gurlz.

*accomplished Embryo Exam. I hope i'll get a good mark.

october 11

*pre encounter with bem2 and karen
*Sol1 recognition. Only carla was there. Joy had to be absent her relative died.
*cheers to
carla (cell leader award),
Von Ryan (best in devo and CL award),
Jasper (CL award and *best in courtship? Hehe. Peace jas. *)
*Power Sunday morning, devo time palang naku I was in tears na. Nisamot sa P&W.

Oct 10

Woke up early for project making. I missed devo. Arrived at Mcdo Matina 8:00 am. Waited for my classmates to come. Finally faye, lanzi and ice came. Left Mcdo at almost 10:00 am. Landed on lanzi's house,  pool and all. What a sight. Anyway, enjoyed the wifi and rico on tv. We had a project to do, however our first few hours were really not productive. Most of us nag fb lang with a little research here and there. (*lisud pod di ai mag google ug reptile brain. Tsk2) We we're done at 7pm. Faye and I made our way towards Mcdo again for a quick munch. Got to know her too. I have invited her to reload a couple of times already... Unta maka adto na xa soon. Tired.

Missed Cathy's debut. Missed to spend time with  papa and Bjam's visit here.

Saw my beautiful sisters at home... *i should've been in cocktails too =(*

It's about time

Okay. I was busy changing my templates that i forgot the value of a blog. It's not about how colorful or how flashy your site is but on the content right? (an excuse for not having the best templates) anyway, sometimes you just like to make your blog look presentable. and so i spent an almost sleepless night just to make the physical look beautiful. I was upset when after all the browsing i did, i havent found that perfect template for me. *sighs*
Now I dont want to look anymore. i want to write and publish my posts. that'll make me feel better.
i wonder if changing templates erase your old posts? can it? 

6 OCT lamentations

God: "Look around and see"
Me: *turned my head around*
God: "Is it nothing to you all who pass by?" Little girl I say to you, Get Up! Dont be afraid just believe.

Me: Encouraged again. I can be a centurion. I will see my multitudes! I will fight.

5 Oct

*missed a supposedly powerpacked preEnc/ O; I was tired and fell asleep.
* Taxo lab Report on Phylum Nemertea, Nematoda and Mollusca (due this coming thursday)
*FB. And Prays'ter; Salamat ma for replying kahit late na.
*I need to pray for many many many things.. =)

Oct 4 Winner

Today I enjoyed spending time with my girls. We celebrated Joy's 22nd birthday during our klosel over chocolate peanut icecream and some bread. Though happy ako, naa puy mga things nga nag pressure sa ako (school stuff)... and other stuff(life, love and leadership)

@ klosel: Joy, Danice, Arielle, Carla, Anie

3 October

I spent this day doing Laundry. I even got bruises for washing so many clothes. Late in the aft I stopped by city triangle para unta mag shake before i head to ABS-CBN to offer help. Fortunately, i saw mamadoyce, ma'an, and kuya bem fishing...Lucky me, i got to witness how my mom shares the gospel. POwer. Ako pod unta. Thank you Lord. Then we went to BCC for prayer... Next I bought a gift for Loren's 18th birthday, met tinee at NCx and we celebrated the rest of the night at Mergrande. twas fun there too.

deedee's diary

28 September 2009

Monday.

*Prayer at BCC for the 100 cell leaders

*nagpabook si Jing2 today with deric and spargeon.

29 September 2009

Tuesday.

*stayed at home for study and bonding with BJ

*coz i love to spend time with my brother. he's really a great person. he just doesn't realize it yet. he's having a cell of his own already and Im proud of him!  keep going bro!

30 September 2009

Wednesday.

*OC at Um... (I claim healthy cells God! )

 *It rained... i wished it was raining souls!

*Chocomucho moment. hmmm.

* Btaw... i have to be thankful. Kahit kami lang ni alma again i know managhan lagi mi

*Dinner with doc Jing and prayer at BCC. Preparations dayon.

*Thank you Lord for 95 cell leaders! 5 to go  *tama ba ang numero?*

CELEBRATE!

1 October 2009

Thursday.

*Bj is not talking to me. I wonder why.

 *I arrived home 4something. I had in mind a looong list of to do’s and pages to read.  Gusto unta naku e excuse akong self sa prax tonight. Pero was it the music or si Lord tugging me to pray muna. Which i did. I then found myself in tears in a dark room. Gabie naman d ai... time flies so fast di ai. In short wala ko naka study. Pero thankful gihapon kai na change ko in His presence. Ikaw kuno e ask: Did Jesus enjoy every bit of His stay on earth? Every bit of His flesh?  being man? Hearing negative words, curses and insults? every  whip and spit?...

2 October 2009.

Twilight.

Its Harvest day today. What i Did? Banat gyud na text brigade (which started late wednesday). You see i can be really good at this kai one way lang but if they reply... good thing mas maka reinforce.  Salamat sa Lord (like Pstr. Noel says). I invited some of my classmates di ai but they refused. Having to hear a “no” breaks my heart everytime. *sigh* Still, that cannot hinder me from recieving my portion. I arrived at BCC , 5pm (naka white na and with all the make up pa kai excited lagi). It’s funny kai the girls were not dressed yet...so there i was arranging chairs, sweating out in my so called best white top. Then,  I had to go back sa apartment again to get my laptop (Captain Kobi)since dili naga reply si Bj when i texted him to bring the precious lappy.  Nagdrama dayon mi sa room. He was asleep and uninterested to wake up. Haaaay. “Sorry na... adto na ta reload na” words i keep on repeating for the nth time yet didnt avail much. So i left him there...another heartbreak again. i texted his network friends, his tatay pod and I talked to kenneth once i arrive at BCC to fetch him again. To the rescue pod dayon sila ni kuya JP. Unfortunately wala nila nadala akong brother. “Lord...make a way”.  Then came his tatay Luois. (story cut short basta they talked)

Padayon ta. I had a great time sa reload. God’s word for me was pretty special. (and i know we all had our portion) Gwapo ang revelation sa well noh?  I remember myself saying ba “ako nalang walay pair..” haha. Pwede maulaw? Isn’t it a selfish statement? The time i had (past tense. hehe)  a crush nag-struggle na nuon. Salamat sa Lord for another call. I don’t want to mess with someone else’s husband anymore. I’d rather position myself at the well and wait for my Jacob to come. And while waiting, i choose to work the fields and live a life of holiness.

      

for keeps

september2oth. Sunday.
*lunch with Papa, Bryan and Bj @ penongs Matina.
*silent travel to davao since i get to be in the front seat.

21stCenturyFox. Monday.
*start of 52 days of Conquest
*Having cold feet just thinking of UP Reload the next day.
*My conversation with God:
"bless, how many loaves do you have?"
"just a little Lord"
"Give it to me and I will multiply it to feed the multitudes"

indeed I will be speaking to multitudes of people.
"Blessed are you for this was revealed to you, not by man but by my Father in heaven" Matt.16:17

22. Tuesday in Delight.
*God's time to show a miracle. I thought i won't be able to get there on time... yet I have! Glory to God. I saw the multitudes... I'm blessed to be given the opportunity just to share to them. Would there be a next time in another place? Surely!

23. Michael Jordan Wednesday.
*OC @ UM with Alma. (Salamat sa healthy cells Lord.)
*Peer Counselors Orientation
*went also to BCC to download slides...and check how the people are doing.

24. Hours of Blessings.
*an obvious School day
*@ BCC. did a research on Blood (hematopoiesis, erythrocytes, albumin...etc )
*@ BCC. giving a hand to aimee.

25. Friday Parteey.
*YouthReload with Carla, Kit, Yan-yan, Ivy and Jean (FT).
*Booked for Manila. (a good thing to be thankful for...)
*Met Peue, youth Leader sa Pillars at Reload together with Van and Cyril. Friends!

26. Saturday Spirit.
*Pre-enc with Bem and Karen.
*nagprayer (Creates new things eh)
*Klosel (it's part of my life). Humanda ang 24!
*laundry

27. dresses.
*Prayed with ate ann @ 5:30 am. Grabeh
*Pre-enc with Xyra and Yan2x.
*Klosel down with Arielle, Janice and Joy. Im raising confident leaders! yey!