shooting •a lab story•

You never know you can when you never tried.

Being director, scriptwriter and cameragirl for a short film stretched out my creative mind. It is also an answered prayer since I have asked the MOST CREATIVE ONE to enable me to be artistic some time ago. And this opportunity came! I was hesitant at first since I do not have the extra time for it---with my teachers prodding I accepted the challenge. So yesterday, we filmed at the beach!!! It was so divine for it rained when I asked for it. Makahilak ko kai BUOTAN gyud ang Ginoo. I have 3 days to edit, I hope I can finish it on time for the science film fest! I can do all things! --God reminds me.

weekends

we live in the same room (literally) but we dont always talk about specific aspects of our lives. We are either playing with our ipads/ipod or doing our boy/girl things. This week is different though. We made it an effort to bond (which meant me not nagging that they quit dota). We went out together for dinner at Mang Inasal and the next day at Mandarin. God is just so good that He enables me to stretch my limited patience for these two boys.

tonsilitis

39daystogo.

As I was getting ready for school for extended labwork, I noticed my brother looking sick. He had a difficult time coming down from his bed (which I call the second floor of the double deck).
Slowly, he made it to the bathroom sink, and made gargling sounds. His toncils hurt again. He said he wont be attending his classes for the day so I thought it may be better too if I stay for a while until he feels okay. Anyway, before I get anywhere, I realized some things:
@Do check your wallet before leaving the house. You may be shocked to see its empty or not enough to buy your pork tonkatsu and cornsilog for breakfast. It happened to me today. Thankfully, my coin purse had enough to pay for it. hallelujah! @Do not spend all your allowance. Save!!! If I havent saved any, I would not be able to buy my brother medicines. One antibiotic costs 151 each. Maka- Hallelujah gyud ka.

Thank You Lord for this day. You are out HEALER.

that moment when you just want Jesus

Jason Upton

"I will Wait"

I will wait for you, Jesus

You're the sun in my horizon

All my hopes in you, Jesus

I can see you now arising

There's a wall that stands in front of me

That I know I just can't climb

And like an eagle you will carry me

Its just a matter of the time

I will wait for you, Jesus

You're the son in my horizon

All my hopes in you, Jesus

I can see you now arising

Evil armies all around me

I believe in the word that promises me

So I will wait another day

I will wait for you, Jesus

You're the son in my horizon

All my hopes in you, Jesus

I can see you now arising

I will wait for you

Oh I will wait for you

Oh the doubt may try to come in

The disillusions may try to come in

I believe oh Lord (x3)

In the word that you promised (x3)

I believe it will not end

I believe it will not go

I will wait for you, Jesus

You're the son in my horizon

All my hopes in you, Jesus

I can see you now arising

the obvious answer

day46 out of 100.

Judgement day is around the bend. I have been keeping track of the days left in my journal since I could not daily blog my progress. There are days with no progress and some take more than I could handle. Sleepless nights are normal, as well as meal-less mornings. Nevertheless, I do enjoy these student skills. I should, because I have been capitalizing on it for almost 7years.

Today, I took a break from my laptop and went out  with a classmate. Both of us needed the fresh air after all. Subtly, we talked about some heart matters. She asked if I feel something for a person. I couldn't hide the smile on my face which probably meant a yes for her. Really, I have been kilig for days. She adds that love is written all over my face! Is it really? I thought I have been fairly discreet about my feelings. I am not even comfortable of sharing it all to her. But since  it is really obvious, I just listened to her observations about me: that I have been texting and that when the guy came to visit I was relatively happy. Oh well... Love is in the air, I confessed. I am grateful though that I am guarded still. By God's grace I want to be mature in this area and dili malisang when love runs its course. Soon... I believe God has yet to shape me to become the right person.