today

Recently I have been praying that "Lord reign in my whole heart." And It's quite frustrating because as each day passes God reveals to me the many things in my heart that is still lording over God. Habits that need to be surrendered, prideful attitude and lazy hands. Things like "I want this new makeup...", "I should wear ..." lingers in my head. Super nakakasuka na ang "I". Today I'm putting it down, like a prudent person who takes precautions.God should always be my first priority. Matt6:33.


Today God is also reminding me that nearby friends are important, but just don't forget the name of your flocks. A Friend refreshes a weary you, makes you glad and goes with you shopping. Moreover, a friend can sharpen you. It doesn't matter if you have few friends...as long as you have one. 


Today, I'm putting my heart to everything I am doing. We'd be having a graduation party tonight so I have to do my best. Most of all, I should put my whole heart in the Vision. Prov.26:23




 

yellow pad thoughts

She thinks she's lousy, overly irresponsible, and boring. 

He thinks she's worthy to die for.

She admits she's incompetent and stupid. 

He is sure He'll stop everything He's doing just to hear her speak.

She's labeled a failure. 

He believes in her.

She feels her dreams are gone with the wind. 

He holds the keys to her fulfillment.

She confesses she's alone. He promises her nations.

She's weak. He's Strong.

[love]

 

chemistry

If I perish I perish. 

 

I lab ester

Laboratory time. Our chemistry teacher congratulated to us for a job well done. I wish she should have said  "those of you who are here are exempted to take the finals". *laughs* Anyway, I'm putting my hopes up that i could still pass organic chemistry lecture. It's not bad to try (again and again) to make a mark right? But if I perish, I perish. Lunch. It did not take us long to find a table at the Triangle which is not very often. Oh my! I'm getting used to eat gulay. lol.  Then I spent most of my time in the afternoon to study chemistry. Occasionally I took breaks to pay tuition at the finance office and to return a test tube cork at the stock room. At almost 7pm, I was at UIC  for the most-exciting meeting of the week. Don't you think I am becoming more responsible? I think I am!

After writing this post I'd be studying hydrolysis of esters again. toodles! =)

 

prospectus

*happy! i just found out that i would still be able to graduate on time, 2012.

*It's my first time to willingly stay in school late. we had no choice but to make our mini thesis about bat conservation. the other times i stayed late was because we were required to watch a play. nevertheless, i'm happy to enjoy study time with friends...and i guess i'm loving school (all over again). it doesn't matter if it's almost summer basta Im loving school.

*i thank you Lord because you encouraged me to press on. I won't let go... 

These are my groupmates (and good friends). From left: Tinee, wewet and me!

honest!

take1: I don't know if i would ever like organic chemistry. A visual learner like me ALWAYS would want to see how chemical reactions take place (and get to see it in the micro world) but resources like these are rare if ever they do exist. On the other hand... it kept me thinking for a while why also big reactions like a change in a persons heart is not visible in the human eye. You just see products. the RESULTS are very tangible. they convince you that something really happened though you were not able to see it literally. yet You believe still. And so...i'm tossing my old view of chemistry. I'm giving it a try...even if its HARD. 

take2:  i might not pursue medical school... but i will yet to ask God for clear directions.