Monday, September 21, 2009

good girls fail too

i think i'd have to start fasting all over again. seriously, i failed. i set goals, unsuccessful. i gotta pick myself up this time. it feels like i haven't done anything productive at all. *sob*
unsa ba akong gibuhat yesterday? think. (failed to wake up early aggain..dazzling eyes blinked at 5 something) devo. went to church. i helped my parents around. did some prayer. planned nga mag evangelism but defeated over "ukay2". spent time with jessica and joy(Yp's here) and said some words. namalengke kauban si mama. visited the hospital (one member of our church gave birth). surfed the net. (daghan man d ai kog gibuhat..pero i still think i am lacking.) tama ba akong na feel?
i said i have to stand and take my place. Paano? "balik balik sa cross. sa pag devo." but is it enough? i get amazed how my sisters get so many so fast. REALLY. (honest grin) And i want to get there too you know. haaaay. dakong sigh jud. at the end of the day God reminded me this.

  • Its a good thing that the Lord allows us to fail. by falling flat on our faces we are forced to admit that without the Lord we can do nothing but fail.
  • Our broken places can make us stronger than what we were before. Look at Peter.
  • its kind of the same thing... He understands. - Logan.
trip to davao departure: 9am. Goody! carpe diem

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Day five and six:

Friday.
*Intercession at the Library(i don't remember how long)
*Reload with Xyra, Yan, Bem, and danice. Afterwards went at the Francisco's to check on Arielle.

Saturday.
*(was downer day i ate a lot)
* got my hair fixed

Thursday, September 17, 2009

day four: realizations

*mother eagle to the rescue (kahit na sprain. hehe)... kai nakarealize ko na dili lang ni xa fast. that i have to work too (in the currency of faith). hehe. Initially, I havent made any Plans kaya from now on Schedule everything na.
*Devo. Matt9:37-38 Then he said to his disciples, "The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few. Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field."
-been praying for a strong 12. for able workers. servants. true disciples. (dili lang ako ang gusto ani apil pod si Lord. Dba God? impression sa ako kai Pray and work. =)
*Dawn Devo. fourth day yet, most of the time i am not on time. huhu. By God's Grace jud!
dapat ko strong ani na area so that ang DNA ma pass sa akong DD's. =) yebah
I'll try again tomorrow.. SIs, mom...pls wake me up. hehe